tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-190067082011-04-21T17:17:30.481-07:00Candi's rants, raves, reflections and rhetoricCandacehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07236232610925649588noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19006708.post-1132259734193494292005-11-17T12:33:00.000-08:002005-11-17T12:35:34.203-08:00I have decided to change addresses...again. I saw a house next door to Orlando Blooms and grabbed it.<br /><br />My new address is/will be: searchingforcandace.blogspot.com<br /><br />Come on over!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19006708-113225973419349429?l=kickingthedog.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Candacehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07236232610925649588noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19006708.post-1132179552454273562005-11-16T13:50:00.000-08:002005-11-16T14:20:10.373-08:00It's still cold and dreary. A depressing day made more so with depressing news. I was told that "P" has no job, can't pay his rent, and is using crack. I want to rush right over there and tell him to come home......but I won't. Been there. Done that. I have talked to a few of his siblings about an intervention and they are going to work out the details.<br /><br />We had a little snow overnight, just enough to blow around. After such a beautiful extended fall this harsh, cold weather is hard to accept.<br /><br />My cousin and her boyfriend have their final walk through for their new townhouse next week and closing is set for December 1st. I will be glad when they move out, not that they are any problem, just that they make themselves at home so well that at times I feel like a guest here. I find myself spending more and more time alone in my bedroom to give them privacy.<br /><br />I was just thinking about Christmas decorating. The year went by so quickly! It seems like I just packed away all the boxes and now it's time to start pulling them out again. I also feel that pre-Christmas depression standing silent in the distance.<br /><br />I have been thinking of going to therapy. I feel a need for some fresh perspective. I want to be happy. I have every reason in the world to be happy......but for some reason I won't let go of all this ....crap...and just let myself free. There is a guilt trap door that slams shut and keeps me locked inside. I can't be happy when "P" is on crack, or my partner is having marital problems or ...........<br /><br />I can think of a thousand excuses, including I hate AOL.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19006708-113217955245427356?l=kickingthedog.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Candacehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07236232610925649588noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19006708.post-1132149923616907912005-11-16T05:58:00.000-08:002005-11-16T06:05:23.616-08:00It's a snowy, blustery day in the Twin Cities. A good day to stay inside and work on my new blog, figure out what the tabs up there are for, etc, but I have to go to the office.<br /><br />I just felt like I had to put something in writing. My new place seems so...unfurnished.<br /><br />I don't think AOL cares enough about us to stop using the banners. Their profit margin has always been more important then their so called customer service. <br /><br />I'm sure that we'll eventually get used to the new neighborhood ...but....but....<br /><br />damn Clinton!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(he is responsible for everything bad that happens right?)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19006708-113214992361690791?l=kickingthedog.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Candacehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07236232610925649588noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19006708.post-1132094746213237192005-11-15T14:43:00.000-08:002005-11-15T14:45:46.223-08:00Well that was an unexpected move!<br /><br />Hopefully I will figure out how the heck to use this site.........<br /><br />I have changed my address as well as my neighborhood.<br /><br />It's now <a href="mailto:Candace636@hotmail.com">Candace636@hotmail.com</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19006708-113209474621323719?l=kickingthedog.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Candacehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07236232610925649588noreply@blogger.com6